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I hate looking in the mirror. I see myself as that ugly, fat girl who no one wants anything to do with. I see my wrists and think about how pathetic and sad I really am. I am honestly scared of myself. I’m my own biggest fear. I am scared that i am going to one day lose everyone and everything around me. I’ve tried to take my own life, but it never works. I have anxiety, which doesn’t help at all; it just makes it worse. i see my friends telling other people all their problems and then i just think of me that sad girl listening to peoples problems but never listening to what im actually saying to help them. I have this voice in my head that i hear everyday, telling me me that I am worthless and need to damage my body more and more. It says that everything around me is my fault everyone else’s pain is because of me; the bad things that happen are because of me. I do anything to hurt my body now. I starve myself, I cut, I burn myself. I try so hard to damage it because i don’t care about it anymore; my body means nothing to no one, and especially nothing to me.
Even In the joy I feel the pain, Even in the sun I feel the rain.
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